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I Didn't Sign Up For This

by Druggist

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1.
Wrong 02:18
Hangin' around with you I get a funny feeling I don't know just what I'm doing wrong Spending some time with you Wondering which way this will go When every way we turn feels wrong For some reason it's all feeling wrong You took flight And you took me Through all these typical and clichéd things About which I'd rather not sing I don't know what I've been doing wrong
2.
Welcome to the world kid! Well this is big business! And we play for keeps! And soon, we'll know you better than you know yourself! What's that? You've got some talent? Well, we're doubting you'll realize it. Look, I didn't sign up for this I want my name taken off the list Fuck these trickle down narratives (I don't want to see or sign that shit) Well sure you feel that way now But you're a special little boy! And we've got big plans for you! Yeah, we've got it all worked out We're gonna lay it all out in front of you So come along! Look, I didn't sign up for this I want my name taken of the list Fuck these crony capitalists I want my name taken off the list (I don't want to see or sign that shit) Welcome to the world kid! Like I said, this is big business! And we own all this shit, just look around! So, what do you say? Bottoms up? A quick hit to the veins? Yeah that's right, suuuck it down! And besides, you weren't going anywhere anyway It's like I told you, we run this town. Look I didn't sign up for this I want my name taken off the list Fuck your digital pyramids I want my name taken off the list (I don't want to see or sign that shit)
3.
Tell me the one you'd fight the most for Tell me the one that you would cry for if it matters anymore Tell me the one you cried the most for Tell me the one that you might die for if it matters anymore If it matters anymore It doesn't matter anymore Tell me just who you feel that spite for Tell me just who you'd fight and die for if it matters anymore Tell me the one you still can't cry for Tell me the one you couldn't lie for if it matters anymore Why does it matter anymore?
4.
The countdown to death begins with the first breath taken accelerates when dreams are forsaken The countdown to death It starts with a thought Proceeds with the actions taken Slowly betraying self-realization It should not surprise To find out the things they're saying result from the games they're playing You can be them if you want You can be them it's not complicated The decision will be celebrated (Put a little weight on and pass it along) (Put a little debt on and pass it along)
5.
Trivial 04:08
Trust You couldn't if you saw me blindly holding Love's Flame for you The problem is You see me sideways and if you could change, would you? But I rush to you when you call Even if it seems trivial I just can't help myself Lust I couldn't shake it I couldn't, though I tried to push through - fighting my nature for you I wanted you I wanted you to know I'm always hopelessly fighting for you And I try to brace for the fall Even if it seems trivial
6.
C'mon and walk with me a while I want to see the sun hit your face I want to see you smile cause I'm alone in this town but I was alone in the one that I left behind well sure I've found some peace in this town but you know the ocean and the parks can only do so much they can't touch they don't have your face they don't move with your grace say the things that you say at the moments you do So I'm going to see you tonight I'll run, jump, walk, kick, scream,bus, train, I'm gonna put up a fight well sure we'll probably leave each other in the end but what do we care, it's babies and bullshit, and either way we're dead well I don't have any lyrics for this part in fact the whole second verse is kind of up in the air but I don't care this is all I've got a few beers and some pot and a busted 4-track and my useless laptop
7.
After decades under thumb your dogma's iron-bound And change unlikely to find you But your creosote heart, so lovingly preserved, Still, somehow, spurs you onward You were unlucky to have begun this trek too far from it And now must overcome doubts As you back away, still unaware of your purpose You're reaching for whatever finds you You lost count of the days you've passed time feigning interest In a world that's just not made for you And your creosote, so living preserved, Still, somehow, spurs you forward You're old enough now to know just what you want and where you're going And figure it out on your own But the harshness of the world might be vast and ever-growing Still, something must move you onward
8.
I never said I couldn't be wrong We only get one chance to try And even then, the window is small So, don't you think you could be wrong? No one knows the rules to the game Evolution's throwing darts at the wall Don't you think you could be wrong? Nero plays a sweet, sweet song
9.
Unbelievers 01:50
And when they crawled out of the sea They were too young not to believe Leaving certainty in the murky deep And now they call them unbelievers A generation nobody would grieve for No paradigm or destiny to reach for
10.
Until we meet again I'll assume we are not friends A cycle that begins will surely have an end And you'll keep asking why this happens all the time Until you realize delusional is your crime No sense in asking why it's plaguing you and I Don't even wanna try to help you live a lie Until we meet again I'll assume we are not friends Just as it began, eventually it ends And if you ask me why it's happening again It's between you and I, so don't include your friends Your "leverage" is a lie, something you can't defend It comes apart in time and then the story ends There is no reason why you can't just call it quits Other than in your mind, other than being sick
11.
I don't wanna wait for you to love me and I don't wanna wait for me to leave you it's a little late for new mornings and it's a little late for good-byes It's gone on too long for this to be easy to leave let's call a truce before it gets too late for us to leave as friends, darlin' I don't wanna wait for you to feel me and I don't wanna wait for me to need you it's getting late girl, we must be lonely Is this love, girl? Or are we boring?
12.
Return 02:28
I started thinking about the lengths we go To avoid doing anything at all... And I came to no conclusion, but it's just okay Cause you're just an open wound that's gonna heal someday I can't shake it off, ignore it or wish it away I'm just left to make a choice of what I do today If all my efforts were worth nothing at all Would you be giggling at me when I fall? Or would you see that it don't have to be so strained? We can offer one another more than spiteful blame It's a twist of indecision that keeps us constrained In the stagnant opposition in which we remain Stop complaining things aren't the way they were While you're wading around that bridge you burned I will not wait for your return

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released February 24, 2022

Written, performed and recorded by Blake Cormier and Zach Dunlap

Drums on "Trivial" by J Ward

Engineered and mixed by Blake Cormier in Columbus, OH and San Antonio, TX from December 2017 - December 2021

Mastered by Scott McChane in Alameda, CA

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